DeviantArt
I visit much more often than I used to now. I check my messages and new deviations just about every day. I've even been drawing a little more often than I'm used to. Perhaps I'll get around to submitting some more images soon; that would be pretty cool. Then my improvement in the department of art can continue!

I'm hoping to post some horror movie related stuff and at least one Salazar [of Resident Evil 4], as I told someone I would. He's a hard little guy to draw! Seriously! I'm never happy with him.

Also, happy ninth birthday to DeviantArt!

The List
[x] Focus on making very few journals that contain a lot of detail
[x] Make a custom avatar [no more cutting them out of official works]
[x] Sort out my favorites
[x] Hide my old art
[x] Delete old notes
[x] Sort through clubs
[ ] Make a DA ID
[ ] Begin altering my 'style' and posting art again

So it seems I still have a couple of blocks to fill in. I just can't seem to come up with an ID that I like. I made two or three and ended up discarding them. I'm hoping I'll make an ID that I like soon and then I can focus more on the last check-box.

School
I'm done with high school! As of June 25th, 2009 I'm done for good! Never bothered with the graduation party thing, as I already went to my boyfriend's last year, and plus I didn't really want to wear an annoying dress and stay awake all night. Now all that's left in the Cap 'n Gown ceremony next year. I got my transcript a week or so ago and I passed everything. Everything! I was so psyched. I even passed the dreaded Math 3204 with a mark in the high sixties. Now, if you know me, that's quite an accomplishment. I went from low fifties to high sixties... wow. Working my butt off really paid off. Anyway! I've registered and have been accepted to University; I just have a couple more little things to do and I can officially call myself a university student. Yay!

Unfortunately I still don't know what I'm going to do with my life so I'm just taking General Studies. I hope by taking some minor courses and exploring a little I'll come up with what I truly want. My family and friends are all very supportive too so woot on that!

Friends
As usual I love you guys! xD I'm going out to visit ~Efona and a couple more friends this week, which is pretty exciting. When I return I need to get ~f8e and a select few to sign a card I picked up for someone we all hold dear. Care to guess who the card is for?

Relationship
My boyfriend [ ~husseyshawn ] and I are still together! We've been a couple for two years and two months now... I think. xD I'm horrible with math so perhaps I need some correcting. He doesn't seem interested in becoming active on DA but you never know what the future holds.

I spent the weekend out at his cabin. It was really nice. The scenery is beautiful and it's so quiet, it was a perfect place to unwind and just relax. We had a great time together and will probably do it again sometime in the near future.

Roleplay
Well, first of all, I've been working on the revitalization of my old roleplay forum [Proof Of Existence]. It's post Kingdom Hearts 2 and centers around Organization XIII, Nobodies, Heartless, and OCs. It's still in the process of being cleaned out and fixed up a bit so posting is not yet possible. Guests, of course, are welcome to drop by and chat in the cbox. Ask questions, et cetera.

Apart from that I've been ridiculously active on [The Ultimate Horror Movies RP]. It's based on various horror movies such as A Nightmare on Elm Street, Friday The 13th, and Halloween. It's open to just about any character in any horror movie as long as they're alive or you can come up with a way for them to exist in 2009. I play Freddy Krueger and have been appointed as the Second In Command so if you want to ask me anything on the site itself just ask for Freddy. The Head Admin just goes by 'Administrator' and he, too, is always very happy to help. It's intermediate leveled and, though the applications are very specific, it's a very friendly place.

Xbox 360
I haven't been playing it much lately. Instead I've been roleplaying on a couple of forums and watching horror movie after horror movie. Is it a phase? All I know is I'm wonderfully obsessed with slasher films! xD I mean, I've always loved slashers and everything, but now I can't stop watching them. Yay?

Other [Sometimes Random] Things
Something to note is Freddy Krueger probably doesn't like vegetables very much... and I'm worried that the Nightmare on Elm Street remake will ruin him for potential new fans. I'm willing to give the 're-imagining' a chance but I'm rather stressed out about it. Any opinions on the subject of movie remakes? There certainly has been a lot of them lately...

Current Pairing Obsessions
Freddy Krueger x Jason Voorhees x Michael Myers [Horror]
Leland x Ethan [Condemned: Criminal Origins/Condemned 2]
Wesker x Chris x Irving [Resident Evil]
Walter x Henry [Silent Hill 4]

(Straight pairings? I don't need straight pairings to be happy!)

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Other Sites:

Alternate DA Account
[BoltPhoenix]

Y!Gallery Account
[BoltPhoenix]

FanFiction Account
[BoltPhoenix]

Subeta Account
[Thunderphoenix]

Gaia Account
[Morwun]

YouTube Account
[Thundraphoenix]

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DeviantArt
Okay, seeing as my inability to post anything I actually do on to the site is plaguing me I've decided to make a checklist of sorts. It's just to keep me focused on what needs to be done and I can do these things one at a time. My brain works much better when doing one thing at a time. Right now it looks something like this:

[x] Focus on making very few journals that contain a lot of detail
[x] Make a custom avatar [no more cutting them out of official works]
[x] Sort out my favorites
[x] Hide my old art
[x] Delete old notes
[x] Sort through clubs
[ ] Make a DA ID
[ ] Begin altering my 'style' and posting art again

Seems simple enough, eh? Hopefully I can stick to it while dealing with various other things like school. I'm not one to constantly produce drawings, it's more of a pastime when I'm bored, but I like this site and I want to put my page to use again. Thanks to those patient friends I have out there. Sorry to the impatient ones. xD

School
School has been going pretty well for me this year. I made sure to not pick anything too stressful for my senior year in high school and so I only have about three really stressful subjects. The other four subjects, though also sometimes hard or tedious, are much more laidback and offer time for me to think about things. My midterms went really well. I only had three this year and, if I remember correctly, my scores were as follows: English – 74%, Math – 67%, Earth Systems – 94%. I'm very satisfied with these marks but if a friend is aware of a mistake please let me know, my memory for numbers absolutely fails. My report card went well too, I'm passing all of my subjects. Yes, I am working hard for these numbers because even the more laidback courses require that the student pay attention and give their best work regardless, right? Anyway, my lowest mark has always been in math. At the beginning of the year it was a mere 55% but with much hard work I've managed to get it up to a 62%. I'm very happy about that but hopefully I can get it up to at least a 65%.

Friends
I love all of you so much! You guys are great. I don't get out much so I don't really visit them, though I should. ~f8e's birthday is this Wednesday, I believe, and I plan to show up on the day she celebrates it. I'm sure we'll have a great time hanging out. I can't think about what to give her though, maybe I'll doodle her a picture or something. ~Efona's birthday was February 10th but I have yet to congratulate her or give her any drawings. No, I didn't forget about you, Kai [Efona], I've just been inactive when it comes to being online. I shall do my best to finish that picture of Ethan from Condemned 2 that you desire so much. The good news is I found it… the bad news is it's on scrap paper. Still, I'll see what I can do.

Relationship
My boyfriend [ ~husseyshawn ] and I are still together! We've been a couple for a year and eight months now. I love him more than ever and I've become much more comfortable with hanging out at his house. We don't get to hang out much due to his job and my need for an education but our love has not faded. I don't think he's active here so I'll attempt to bug him into staying on DA more.

Roleplay
I have finally returned to the wonder of roleplaying. I've been avoiding really huge, active sites, however. They're not my thing anymore. I've been sticking to smaller forums where I won't get eaten for a late post. At the moment I'm part of two digimon roleplays, two pokemon roleplays, an original fantasy roleplay, and a varied roleplay that allows multiple universes. I'm keeping things limited this time, seeing as being a part of too many things is what screwed me over the last time. However if you know of an RP that you think I may be interested in please let me know anyway. I might just join.

Xbox 360
I love my newest console even more than ever! I adore spending my weekends staying up late to chat with the currently sixty-two people on my friends list while I play a multiplayer game or a single-player horror game. It's so much fun! My gamer score has just passed the nine thousand mark. Awesomeness! My favorite type of game would have to be the psychological genre, but I adore horror and action/survival as well! I currently like a couple shooters too. I'm always willing to chat about video games so let me know if you're interested.

Other Pointless Ramble
My Bulbasaur can own your Charmander any day! I know of you conspirators out there! Collecting Charmanders and using them to destroy innocent Bulbasaurs! Well my beloved grass-pokemon shall have to teach your fire-THINGS a lesson! <insert evil cliché laughter> Also, Efona/Zombie-Kai is still the Prime Minister of Canada…Run for your lives. o.O;

Current Pairing Obsessions
Freddy Krueger x Jason Voorhees [A Nightmare On Elm Street and Friday The 13th]
Leland x Ethan [Condemned: Criminal Origins/Condemned 2: Bloodshot]
Wesker x Chris x Irving x ...Salazar? o.O; [Resident Evil]
Walter x Henry [Silent Hill 4: The Room]

(Straight pairings? I don't need straight pairings to be happy!)

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Other Sites:

Alternate DA Account
[BoltPhoenix]

Y!Gallery Account
[BoltPhoenix]

FanFiction Account
[BoltPhoenix]

Subeta Account
[Thunderphoenix]

Gaia Account
[Morwun]

YouTube Account
[Thundraphoenix]

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Xbox 360
As the subject states you might have guessed that I have an Xbox 360 now. I got the elite version just because I like an insane amount of space, it's black, and I figured if I'm going to get something it might as well be the best there is at the time. It's an awesome console, really. Right now I only have three games: 'The Darkness,' 'Kane & Lynch: Dead Men,' and 'Alone In The Dark.' However I have ordered 'Condemned: Criminal Origins,' I'm going to buy 'Condemned 2: Bloodshot,' and I'm pre-ordering 'Fable 2.' Video games such as these can keep me interested for months-- perhaps even years. I even play through them several times just to get all of the achievements or enjoy the story again! xD

Summer Plans
I'm studying my driver's guide right now so I hope to get my driver's permit as soon as possible. Once that's done I'll be able to work towards my license. Once I have that I'll be able to drive into town to work. I currently am jobless and I desire one greatly. I need the money to keep me occupied with video games and Xbox 360 accessories. Now that I think about it I might be too late in getting a good job for the rest of the summer so I might have to consider working when I'm back in school. Wow, that'll suck. But it would be completely of my own choice, no one is forcing me. So I'll be fine. : P

I should be going out to Stephenville soon! When I'm there one of the first things I want to do is sleep over at my amazingly awesome friend's house, Kai ! She's great. ^.-
I also want to visit whoever I can like my little half-brother and other friends. Perhaps some other family members as well. ^^

Relationship
Didn't know what to put this under! xD Just announcing that my boyfriend and I have been together for a year and a month [since the 15th]! I love you, Shawn! <3

Roleplay
I'm so sorry to all the roleplay partners and friends I've found through this activity. I have been horribly inactive on all the forums I joined. I simply have absolutely no muse or courage to RP. Plus I don't think I have the ability to deal with post due dates and other such things. Please don't comment on this section if all you're going to do is tell me to get active. I'm probably not going to for another while. Something that was supposed to be a leisurely pastime has become increasingly stressful for me. Don't add to it, okay? D:

DeviantArt
I have been horribly inactive on this site, as some might have noticed. I simply have not been producing art I deem worthy of public viewing. However I figure it might be easier for me to improve if I show everyone and get feedback. I still lack the ability to create art; I'm just displaying some of it now. >.>;
I wish to stray a little more away from anime/manga type art and work towards a more cartoonish look. I don't mind a little bit of an anime influence but I hope that some of you will notice a progressively changing style to my work (if any). I just don't want to be stuck on one type. I want to create my own type of drawings. Let me know how things turn out in the future. ^^

Other Pointless Ramble
Beware the coming of a new age!
The time when Zombie-Kai []will become the Prime Minister of Canada! >D
… … … >.>;
She wanted me to put that there. I swear she did. O.o;

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I feel positively happy today! Do you want to know why I feel so happy and why I'm so violent towards Sora above?

Three words: The sora-slaughterers club! ( Or is that four...? >.>; )

*cackles madly*

Come one, come all to the most spectacular Sora hating club ever! It is where all Sora haters will meet and talk about everything from why Sora's a loser to why he should have been the one to die! Simply join to submit any picture, story, poem, rant, or anything else you want that's about the hate and/or death of the keybrat!

We hope to see you there!

And remember:
Good is overrated.

~Thunderphoenix

Ps. "Good has reigned for a bit TOO long... it's about time we gave it a kick in the a$$."

Pps. If you're a fan of Sora please don't be angry with us. We have nothing against you, just Sora.

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Hi everyone...

I try not to get depressed all the time. Normally I try to push on and deal with things as they come. I do my best to remain cheerful.

However, that's not happening today...

Ever since late last night I had a strange feeling. I was unable the get a good night's rest and so stayed up rather late before I was able to doze off and have a few hours of rest. I woke up once with the same uneasy feeling, it was almost like I wanted to simply get up and go back to where I used to live but obviously I couldn't because that's an eight to ten hour drive by car and plus it's very stormy outside (darn snow). So whatever, I managed to get back to sleep but when I got up this morning for school it was even worse. I didn't know why I was feeling this way but I pushed the feeling aside and went on with my day.

After school, before Mom got home from work, I got a call from my aunt. She asked me to tell my mother to call my uncle as soon as she got back. Not knowing what had happened I said 'Okay' and waited for her. When she did get back I told her and she sort of... 'freaked out.' Immediately she called to find out...

Her grandmother, my great-grandmother, had passed away this morning...

We've both been crying ever since. Feeling helpless but at the same time wanting to do something for her I'm crying and typing this entry which is dedicated to my dear great-grandmother. I'm so sorry for complaining and I'm sure most of you have gone through the same or even worse. I just don't know what else to do. This entry is more for me anyway so you need not reply or anything. Let's just say it's a way of... 'getting things off my chest.'

Her name was Mildred and she was ninety-nine years old (99). She still seemed to have her mind, it was strong and she always knew whom it was when they came to visit... but only in mind. Her body was wearing out; she couldn't walk or take care of herself in any way. She stopped eating and always wanted to stay in bed. By the end of it she was truly suffering. We find some comfort in the fact that she passed away in her sleep, painlessly and with family. She had a large family and every single one of us love her so much and will always miss her, which will never ever change.

Rest In Peace, Mildred. You are loved and greatly missed.

I'm sorry if I've depressed or ruined any of your days... Hopefully I'll be back to my usual self soon.

Thank you for reading if you did; it's very much appreciated.

I love you all.

~Thunderphoenix

Edit: Thank you for all those who read and commented. You guys really helped me feel better. I'm no longer so upset so everything is fine now, don't worry. ^^
<3

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